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Liquid Prenatal

March 22, 2013 By laceyswartz Leave a Comment

OK, this week has been a bit crazy (in a good way, but just unusually busy getting things ready for our upcoming free teleseminar on probiotics), so it’ll have to be a super quick post here…

Thought I’d just share a fun experience from my journey toward a home birth with a midwife (due mid June)…

My dear friend Sarah, from Real Food Outlaws, made some loose leaf, specially blended pregnancy tea for me when she first heard my baby #5 news last fall. I was super grateful because Sarah really knows her stuff when it comes to herbs. 🙂

What was even more fun though, was when I shared the ingredient list with my awesome midwife, and she said, “Oh yeah, that’s like a liquid prenatal vitamin right there by itself.”

Love it!

I didn’t need any more proof as to Sarah’s awesomeness, but it’s always neat to have such ringing endorsements. 🙂

While I love and respect the OBs who caught my babies #1-4 (I did not decide on a home birth because of any complaint with them), and certainly still appreciate the service they provide when modern medicine is truly needed, it is so uplifting taking this journey this time around with folks who are tuned in to and working in harmony with the abundant provision for all our needs found right within nature itself.

Here is a post from Sarah with a recipe for pregnancy tea.

You can either get the herbs from a reliable source such as Mountain Rose Herbs and make it yourself, or you can order premade from Sarah here on her poppy swap site. She has a ton of other great herbal/medicine teas available as well. Check out her site!

Cheers all! 🙂

Candidate Orientation

March 4, 2013 By laceyswartz 4 Comments

OK friends, here is the full report from our experience last week in Colorado at Greater Europe Mission’s Candidate Orientation…

In case anyone is new this week to my “mixed use” blog (personal and business), you might want to first read my view of “missions.”

With the kids in the safe hands of many people – our neighbor Julian, the grandparents, and friends the Dixeys – for the week, Fred and I left early Friday morning, the 22nd and arrived with no trouble in Colorado. My amazing friend Janessa picked us up at the airport (and later drove us back), let us stay with her all week, shared her food and her car. So thankful for all these tangible helps from so many wonderful people! 🙂

One of the first sessions Friday evening was a time of sharing what had led us all to this point in our journeys with Jesus and where we thought it all might be headed next. It was really incredible to see how the stories of everyone aiming to go to London wove together in such incredible ways. Here were seven total strangers, all brought to the same place at the same time, with common yet unique stories and a shared heartbeat to see people all over the world have the opportunity to discover and know the real Jesus – not the Jesus so often horribly misrepresented by the media and misguided churches or individual Christians. It’s honestly hard for me to even call myself a “Christian” in some ways because of how that term is so marred and misunderstood. These days, I more often think of myself as a simple follower of Jesus. At any rate, it was really neat to see how bonds of friendship were being formed right off the bat. Really, only God could have orchestrated the “chance” meetings in the room that night. 🙂

Saturday’s biggest event was our interview with a Member Care counselor, who, it turned out, Fred already knew from his short-term service trip with GEM (Greater Europe Mission) back in 1998. Yet another beautiful orchestration by God. This was basically a time for them to assess our spiritual, emotional, and marital health and was really, really good. We know that God has done much healing in our lives over the years, but that there is always more to learn, work through, and grow into. Rick (the counselor) recommended we do some more counseling to make sure we’ve really worked through some stuff prior to adding the huge stress of a cross-cultural move away from all the supports we’ve ever known here at home. We see counseling as a great thing and highly recommend it – not at all a negative thing as so commonly stereotyped – so we’re really looking forward to this step in the journey to see how God will use it to grow us both individually, as a couple, and as a family.

Saturday night we enjoyed dinner at a restaurant called HuHot – a Mongolian BBQ, very cool – and got to meet the President of GEM and his wife. We were so impressed by the genuine love, humility, passion, and vision of both Henry and Celia and are honored to by under their leadership as part of the GEM family.

Sunday brought some really major events. In the morning, we had a session on spiritual warfare – addressing the realities of challenges and persecutions that can come when one steps out to share God’s hope, peace, forgiveness, and love with the world. The day was cut short because of a huge blizzard coming in, and we decided to stay, with another candidate couple, at the home of one of the GEM staff couples right near headquarters, instead of driving all the half hour back to Janessa’s house in Colorado Springs. Shortly after arriving and settling in for the day of snow, our friends the Bogeses, candidates to serve in Germany, received a call that their home back in Virginia had burned to the ground that morning – while we were in the session on spiritual warfare no less. It was humbling, sobering, and yet incredibly encouraging and an honor to be with them in that moment. To see their faith in response to this news was so beautiful.

Monday’s big event was our interview with the Personnel Committee. This was also really great. It was so encouraging to see how they had so carefully and prayerfully gone over our applications and histories and had such wisdom and discernment from the Lord on how to guide us. The meeting had its share of emotions – as any deep discussion may – but it was so, so good. I could really write a whole separate post on this one meeting – and probably should at some point when I have time! 🙂

Monday night we had dinner in separate men and women groups, which was lovely. It was a great time of sharing and growing in our friendships.

Tuesday morning was “the big” day all us candidates had been waiting for all week – the official word as to whether we were accepted to serve with GEM or not. We met with a personnel committee member and got the word that we were appointed to serve with GEM, with the exact location and project still TBD. They also gave us some great next steps, both requirements and recommendations, and sent us off with hugs to celebrate with the other candidates. 🙂

Tuesday also gave us the chance to meet with Bryan Doyle, the UK field leader, and Paul Unsworth, the founding pastor of Kahaila in London. It was wonderful to meet them and get a little better idea of their vision for the UK and some of their current endeavors. Since it’s at least 18 months before we’d actually move, it was decided that we’d be aiming for London, but that the exact roles would be determined closer to our actual arrival in country. We’ll be keeping in close touch over the coming months as things unfold.

Wednesday wrapped up CO with a lovely commissioning service for all the candidates with all the GEM family from Headquarters. It was a great time of worship and fellowship and “good-byes” – or rather, “talk to you soon”s.

Then off to the airport we went to return home. We were so thankful to get glowing reports about the kids from all who cared for them while we were gone – and a little saddened by the grouchies coming out of them our first day home. Transitions – part of life. One day at a time. I think we’re almost back into a “normal” routine here, though it’s definitely changed in light of the fact that we are taking steps to move across the pond in the next 18-24 months or so… While we all have our mixed feelings, the overall sense is one of excitement and eager anticipation for what God will do along this crazy journey of following Him anywhere He leads.

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Surprise Setup

February 19, 2013 By laceyswartz Leave a Comment

I’m not sure if it’s just that this is baby #5, or the fact that we’ve chosen to take a very different journey this time around with a home birth midwife, or a combination of both, but the time sure is flying, and it’s still sometimes easy to almost forget we’re expecting – even though the belly is becoming a more obvious reminder, along with the little “flutters” of movement.

At this point in all my other pregnancies, we’d had two ultrasounds already – one around 9 weeks and one around 20 weeks. Now, here we are at almost 24 weeks and haven’t had one yet. And I kind of like it that way.

Sure, there’s part of me that wonders if the baby is fine and forming well and such. But, we’re just trusting that all is well, and that if at any point it’s not, that God will alert us to any problems and sustain us through the journey they bring to our family.

Honestly, the “biggest” (most tangible?) reason we opted to skip the 20 week ultrasound with this baby is because we wanted to choose to be surprised this time around, and I knew I’d need to set myself up for that. If we had gone in for the 20 week ultrasound, I’m 99% certain I would have caved and said, “Oh, just tell me!” It’s the “type A” planner in me – it hasn’t been entirely beaten out of me 4 kids later, even though I’m definitely more of a “wing it” person in many ways now.

In some ways, I miss not knowing. It’s hard not wanting to call the baby “it” but not being able to say “he” or “she” really. We always enjoyed talking to and praying for the baby by name…

Even though, “they” were wrong with our #3 and we were totally surprised anyway…

Two confused sisters, learning that they actually had a brother!

Yes, back in 2008, we were told we were expecting a third girl, and then “Lydia” popped out with boy bits and was suddenly Matthew. It was definitely interesting trying to explain that to our oldest, who was not quite 4 at the time. She was so confused. She is now 8 and really wants to know ahead of time if this new baby is a brother or sister, but she seems to understand and be OK with our decision to plan on being surprised this time around.

Overall, I have to say, I think I’m enjoying this intentional surprise setup. And June will be here before we know it anyway. 🙂

Misunderstanding Missions

February 8, 2013 By laceyswartz 4 Comments

Anyone newer to my blog may not yet know that it’s what I call a “mixed use” blog. I don’t think that’s an official term, but it’s what I call it. 🙂 It’s a place where I share both personal news or stories and information or articles related to my work in the natural and organic field and the home business field.

As such, I have a rather diverse audience – and I love that. Friends, family, new online friends from all over the place – and everyone from all sorts of different backgrounds and perspectives. Again, love that. And you’re always welcome to read what you want, and delete what you don’t. 🙂

This is a personal post. There are two pretty major things going on in my family this year. One, as you may know, is our anticipation of baby #5 in June and our decision to take the home birth journey this time around.

The other is the strong possibility of an overseas move in the next year or two.

For a while now, my hubby has been praying for an open door into more full-time or more formal ministry, and for years now we have both had a desire to serve overseas at some point in our journey through life together. You may recall that our trip to Ukraine last summer was both a “scouting trip” for possible future service and, in the end, a closed door. Shortly after the trip, we began poking around online to see what other opportunities there might be “out there.” We searched the website for Greater Europe Mission (GEM), with whom Fred did his Holland/Austria trip back in 1998, and found that there were a few options that appeared to be a potential fit. And so we began the application process to see if there might be an open door. A few weeks ago, we received our official invitation to become candidates for overseas service with GEM.

For all my dear readers who would not consider yourselves Christian in any way, a little bit of clarification might be in order, as I find many times there are some strong misunderstandings out there surrounding the word “missions.” And it’s totally understandable WHY these misconceptions are so prevalent. The past two thousand years, including people’s every day experiences right now, are riddled with horrid stories of misguided “Christians” carrying out their version of “evangelism” using force, coercion, manipulation, anger, hate, and violence…

I am certain that Jesus Himself weeps deeply over these stories, with great sorrow over how badly people have misunderstood His heart and plan.

And to be perfectly raw and honest, my own dark side rises up in these ways from time to time – most often nowadays when I’m frustrated with my kids over something or another. But each time it does come out, I’m quickly aware of a strong conviction in my heart to ask God to forgive and change me and to apologize to my kids for my wrong attitudes, words, and actions.

Following Jesus is not about somehow thinking you’re better than others or perfect and trying to force others to be “perfect” or “like you.” It’s about being honest and real about one’s own brokenness and wrong doings, confessing those things in grace-filled, loving humility to God and to each other, accepting His sacrificial payment for our sin (another commonly misunderstood and abused word – basically the icky bad stuff we all, if we’re honest, wrestle with in our hearts in various ways) so that we can be set free from the power of our own inner darkness, trusting and seeking Him daily in every area of our lives, and allowing God to work through us to create a world where honesty, humility, compassion, forgiveness, self-sacrificing love for everyone (including enemies), peace, and restoration reign as we all become more like Jesus in these heart-level ways – even if we may all look VERY different in so many outward ways (culture, vocation, personalities, passions, and more).

Thus, “missions” is NOT about forcing anyone to believe anything. It is about living out one’s faith in authentic, genuine, loving, and respectful ways, thereby giving people the opportunity to know and understand who Jesus really was and is – rather than what the media or often misguided church cultures have portrayed Him to be – and letting each person with whom we may interact make his/her own decisions. Ideally, this would happen in the context of real relationships and loving community all over the world.

But in some places in the world, it is very difficult to find the real Jesus represented anywhere. Thus He asks some people to go and be His hands and feet to other parts of the world where His hope for every kind of suffering is not so widely available. And to make a very long (18 year) story short, at this point in our journey, we feel a strong desire to leave our home in the land of “the American Dream” for the sake of sharing with others what we have found to be a far, far greater vision.

We’re eager to see what lies in store and how it will all come together logistically. So many pieces needing to come together still, but we’re sure it’ll all work out somehow. God is always amazing in his artistry and timing. Already, He has woven together so many pieces of the story in some pretty neat ways… As just one example, 10 years ago, we had no kids and thought we’d go and teach in an overseas school somewhere. Now, we have 4 (5 soon) kids, and our skills, passions, and interests “just happen” to have been changed to align so well with some particular needs to which we’re possibly being led… For Fred, it’s the arts, poetry readings, coffee house ministry type things, and for me it’s ethically run, socially and environmentally responsible business. It’s amazing to see how His timing has worked in all these things over the years, so we have no doubt He will continue to work out all the remaining logistics along the journey.

One day at a time. 🙂

Home Birth

January 17, 2013 By laceyswartz Leave a Comment

Aside from my initial announcement that baby #5 is due in June, I haven’t posted much about my pregnancy. In part, because… perhaps sad, but true… It’s #5!

Please don’t misunderstand me. First of all, my hubby and I have always talked about a big family, so no, this was not an “oops.” And we will love this one as intensely and uniquely as each of our first four. But, truth be told, there is not much time to be super excited just yet about someone who isn’t right here asking for something nearly all the time, like his/her brothers and sisters are. Any mama of more than 1 or 2 can understand, I think. 😉

In the first trimester, I at least had the constant reminders of extreme fatigue and a slight “off” feeling (yeah, sorry everyone who has had severe morning sickness – that’s about it… I think God just knows what a wimp I am!). But now that I’m into the second trimester and feeling basically normal, it’s especially easy to semi-forget most of the day until I lie in bed at night and feel that tiniest bit of belly starting. Then I do get a bit excited. 🙂

I also haven’t posted much because we didn’t even make an appointment with a provider until week 13… We were undecided about whether to take the home birth journey this time around.

I am not “anti-medicine” or “anti-hospitals” – I’m grateful these things are here when needed. But, the longer I’m on this natural health and sustainable living journey, the more I realize how dreadfully over used these resources are. No wonder “healthcare” (really, sickness care) is so maxed out and bankrupting this country (among numerous other things).

I love my two OBs who delivered our first four babies, and had positive experiences with all four in the hospital. So my leaning toward a home birth had nothing to do with dissatisfaction with them or prior experiences. More so, just shifting priorities and perspectives on the big picture systems as a whole.

The real kickers for me were this:

1) I kept thinking, “If I can and am willing to do a home birth and support a more sustainable long-term system, knowing that the emergency resources are nearby if needed – unlike most places in the world unfortunately – then why go through the hospital which would cost ‘the system’ probably at least twice as much, even if it’d only cost me a $25 copay?” I’m not one to always look for the cheapest possible deal for myself, but rather, to consider real value – both to myself and society at large.

2) I, along with much of US society, have little to no concept of the ancient wisdom surrounding this incredible experience of childbirth. I want my kids to know that they can trust God through these amazing natural experiences and not have to be so reliant on “the system” the way I have been to date in this regard. I want them to know that this is a powerful option that they have for their own futures if they become parents – especially if there will come a time when any of my descendants might be denied access to “the system,” or if “the system” itself completely crumbles one day and is not available at all.

Sooooo, we decided to do it… We’re taking the home birth journey this time around!

Pretty exciting… when I slow down long enough to think about it. 🙂

Anyone else out there have a home birth after a hospital birth? What was your experience like?